kwento kwento...

thursday, December 15
ang saya sa school. palibhasa last day of school. pero haggard kasi kakatapos ko lang ng sarbey questionnaire namin for feasib, sabay punta sa arrneo para makapag sarbey na rin agad dahil kapos na talaga sa oras! haay...pero oks lang, dahil masaya nga kasi talaga sa Up. Oh well, ngayon lang kasi ako nakapanood ng oblation run upclose. as in talagang dumadaan sila sa harap ko! akala nga talaga namin ni ate Kc, hindi na kami makakapanood, pero akalain mong dun pa talaga kami napapwesto sa dadaanan nila...grabe...the shock of our lives. nanginginig ako after..hehe..hindi kami handa!
tapos sa hapon (after surveys at arrneo), sama naman sa lantern parade! hehe. kasama ako sa parade san ka pa. anyways..it was fun, considering my sweetheart tonton was there...haha!
tapos ms.eng'g after! haha...remembering highschool days when we had a similar program entitled flawless face ni fafa. *haha remembering loi, TS, magsy (the winner!)...*aaaw memories....

friday, december 16
sarbeys sa lasalle! haay talaga naman ang feasib! *sorry kay jinggoy* huhu...
at gimik galore sa glorietta tiangge at greenbelt naman with mom. we went sa louie vuitton shop, and man! siguro mas mahal pa yung buong shop na yun sa buong bahay namin...whew! san ka pa, wallet na 30thou? bag na 200thou? belt na 40thou? golf bag na 500thou? man.
tapos sa burberry shop pa...man, nanay ko talaga may pagka topak eh...magkakagusto na lang ng pendant, yung 30thou pa! sobrang simple ng design, wala pang bato yun ah!...man.
DATE with pangkoy...haha, natuloy din ang date na yan. sooooper sarap ng food na kinain namin..and expensive! hehe..pero okay lang, ganun na yata talaga kami magcelebrate ng bday, dapat laging bongga pag nililibre ang isa't isa..and guess who we saw sa Friday's...si SAY! omg. omg talaga. omg.gosh...can't react..omg.anyways, nakakatawa yung gift ni pangx, ang saya! he always gives me the weirdest gifts ever...but the most meaningful ones...*aaaw*pero the date was suuper memorable, namiss ko talaga si pangx. minsan lang makapagbonding ng maayos eh!at san kapa, may pinopormahan nanaman si kumag! at KAThy pa ang pangalan..hmm mahilig sa Kat ah! selos nga ako eh, hindi pa pinapakilala sakin?! hmmph.

sabaday, december 17
okay, guess who's back from canada...Glenn-tot! waaaah! hugs hugs hugs =) san ka pa, alam na pala ng buong Yes, ako na lang hindi....hahahaha! pasalubong!! and i've been looking for him! wala siya nung simbang gabi, wala rin siya sa christmas party namin...hmmm...patay sakin yun.

haay, hindi naman ako ginanahan magkwento...masaya lang talaga ako na bakasyon na..yehey!!!!!

yey!

wow! last day of classes! whoohoo! two things, im excited to go on vacation (or will I be having one...argh.) and, graduation day zooms in so fast! waaah....mixed emotions.

ang hirap gumawa ng survey questionnaire para sa feasib. nakakaloka. ang OC. That's it, feasib makes me OC.

occupation:nation-builder

fulfilling. super.

thanks to our date at the sto. Nino Gawad kalinga site, I now look forward to building houses for the people there.

seryoso! im ready to be a nation-builder now =)

And, I earned new friends! Hi Kuya Paul and Ate Aje.

haggard # 2

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

tama na please. pagod na ko eh.

haggard

haggard. physically and emotionally.

waah! ayaw ko na tuloy pumasok sa school...

at para lalong mahaggard, sige trabaho lang. lam mo yun, parang nagpapakalasing, pero hindi beer. para lang makalimot.para lang mamanhid. haay.

and i barely have 2hours to sleep. 7am ang class ko and bawal ma late coz may 2 speakers ngayon. so kailngan bangon na ng 430 para mag-ayos..

uh-oh! naku hindi ko pa pala naeempake yung rummage items ko...haay...and uh-oh # 2, haven't read the case for 191! ako pa naman ang case leader ngayon...naku....

oh yeah. haggard.

on being rational

lately, this friend of mine has been quite visible and approachable...surprisingly. he has been reachable for some unknown reason and has been a good source of wisdom and inspiration these days. hmm...

he's right. there is pride in letting go. and after all the rumblings, what's more important at the end of the day is myself.

But im not selfish.Martyr? Not even. I am responsible.

And this other friend is also right after all! Why wasn't I listening! He slapped me in the face with his rational words. You are right. All the while I thought I was the oh-so-rational-and-open-minded girl around but then it seems that hard emotions can still get in the way. You are right. And for that, I feel shameful. really. I hope you open the doors of your confession room. I'm still waiting....

On another note, a special one, I realized that i'm still suffering that same old problem with making relationships. I may be friendly, full of acquiantances, but I only have a handful of golds. That makes letting go of one so hard for me, leaving me crushed for a time.

Oh well, what can I say. Now I know where I stand.

confessions of a bacbacan player.

haay bacbacan. haay talaga. dude, ang sakit ng katawan ko. as in. hindi ko alam kung kinulang sa stretching o talagang naover fatigue lang ako. grabidad! pero keri lang, ang saya nga eh, ngayon na lang ako naexercise ng maayos..the last time i exercised ay yung weekend b4 my birthday...so ayun. mabuti na rin yan para matunaw ang lahat ng aking taba. har!

Balita ko bugbog sarado daw ako?! ows? may pasa lang naman ako sa kamay, sa ulo (ay grabe to, ang laki ng bukol kong yon!iba talaga ang girls basket ng CE!), sa legs, at sa paa.. tska hindi ako makabangon sa kama kanina sa sakit ng katawan...yan ba ang bugbog sarado? hindi naman...

ngayon ko lang narealize na kaya ko pala maglaro ng volleyball. hmm. takot kasi ako na binabato ako ng bola kaya ayoko ng volley. pero keri lang pala.

at ang girl's kickball? yah. we survived.

at kahit na gustong gusto ko pa mag parlor games (haha all around!) hindi na talaga kaya ng katawan ko. as in. nakakatulog na nga ako dun sa sulok sa sobrang pagod eh. kaya ayun. sayang. pero okay lang. dude, paguwi ko sa house, as in tumba talaga ako! after dinner at shower, tsug, sleep galore. hindi ko na tuloy napanood ang pbb.

anyhow, ayun. bottomline. im tired. sooper. dooper. over.

blog time is rest time

wow, ngayon lang ulit ako nakadalaw here. miss it! btw, to abby and rai who greeted me here, thanks!!!

haay...blogtime is really rest time. it's a break from the pressures of feasib (go w.i.t.! go market study!) and the tiresome orglife. haay.....bukas naman bacbacan, naku ang sakit sa katawan nan! oh well. actually, nakakapagod na magsurf sa net tungkol sa "garments/textile/clothing industry of the philippines" kaya naman blog muna.

oh yeah..it's been 3 days since my birthday and i'm still not over it! it's kinda overwhelming kasi...i'm 20 now and it's my last birthday in UP, hopefully hehe, and well, ito lang naman kasi ang fave time ko of the year, well christmas also of course...

it really was one of the most memorable bdays i had, given the fact that i celebrated it with two of the most unlikely persons i know in the most unlikely place to be at that time. (unfortunately, it isn't francis...hehe..and im kinda running away from him coz he's expecting a GRAND libre) really. it was really unexpected and unplanned but it turned out to be really really super duper fun, and expensive..nyahahaha!

oh well, lately i realized that only my closest friends remembered it. that includes highschool, kababata peeps, church, and college. hmm...kinda alarming or maybe disappointing... okay, disappointed na! but i thought it was really sweet to know that there are people who really thought of me. It kinda gave me an idea on who the people value me the most..or maybe more lang. (hindi lang naman ako ang tao sa mundo nila) hehe. plus points to those who even bothered to grab me gift =) mababaw talaga ako so kahit yung simpleng "massage" ni james ay sobrang naappreciate ko =)

grabe....all in all, i soooooooooper enjoy my birthday..super! eventhough i only slept for 4hours and even spending roughly 5hours of it with ABAM during MRS. oh well. though nakakainis, work is still work even if it's your birthday!


green text! soothes tired eyes.