time for a change!

okAy, if you may notice, my last five or so entries contain my heartbroken words...hmmm...time for a change!!!!

i really am happy lately. really. genuinely.

actually hindi ko nga maexplain kung bakit ako happy eh. adik talaga noh...coz while i said the last time that the whole universe was conspiring against me...now, it's all coming my way! basta it's just so happy...you know tha simple life i used to live. and my acads are getting better! aba dapat lang..graduating na noh!

a basta! im just happy.

quote

"If you felt it, then it was true...Getiing hurt doesn't always mean you suffered, it also means you loved sincerely. Don't frown coz it's over...smile coz it happened..."

isn't that amazing? how much can that speak more of me... wow.

thanks to KC!

drama time muna..only for five minutes!

i'm still not over! grabidad! and it feels like the whole world is conspiring against me. It gives me chills up to my spine, even in my dreams. This is bad, and it's not healthy for me. Guess it just goes to show that i'm missing everything i used to love and live for. memories are everywhere...and it makes me sad everytime i encounter one. It happens often, hehe..why wouldn't it be when we shared tons of memories everytime everywhere? haay...

But then again, when the door closes, a window opens! it's not so bad to hang-out with my ole blockmates, acquaintances, and guess what...a new set of friends! this is cool...i get a new breath of air...haay...

anyways, there is time for everything...kaya tama na ang kadramahan...ayon sa aking schedule, tapos na dapat ang pagdadrama...time for merienda break na. after 10 minutes, dapat bumalik na sa feasib mode..dahil kung hindi, malelate nanaman ako sa schedule, at magpupuyat nanaman ako...patay.

the heck.

when you left, you took my happinness with you.

huwell, not that i'm letting go of you totally, pero it has been quite a while...and i'm kinda getting the hang of it...but you can't take away the fact that i'm really missing you right now, that i even dream about you in my short naps at the library. goodness.

it's unbelievable how much this hurts me.